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Saturday, October 29, 2005
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|| 11:35 PM
i think i am crazy. or this craziness is not even me. i dun know what my mind had been thinking of. seriously. i am like losing control over it.
someone, pls get my mind back for me.
| Friday, October 28, 2005 |
|| 10:00 PM
hahas. the comments on my report card is so so so so FUNNY!!!
comments: yan bing is confident in her interaction with others. she takes concrete steps to make improvements in her acadamic studies. she strongly believes in racial harmony.
i think the reason why my teacher would write that last sentence is becos i sit behind edlin and i talk to her very often and share junks with her. hahahshahsah. and edlin is the ONLY malay in my class.
and the mrs loh is so so so petty. she told my mum my attitude is bad in school. showing pissed faces when scolded by teacher. i think she is referring to THAT incident that happened when i walked out of the classroom. i DUN LIKE her can! and my mum believed her rather then me.(i guess very much so, since i also do that at home) my mum even wanted to call dawn up can! cos i told her i was accused. thank God no one in my family know who is dawn. hahahs. i also didnt reveal dawn's name. i refer to her as my partner. hahas.
really thank God. I PASSED ALL SUBJECTS!
dun ask my abt my aggregate. cos it aint nice. i promise i will do well next year. wait for me my dear teachers. i will show you who is the smart one. hahas.
anyway, its my maid's bdae today!
| Thursday, October 27, 2005 |
|| 9:12 AM
i am suppose to be sleeping now!!!!! argh!!! why on earth did i wake up so early for??? i got no idea why. its my self declared holiday!!
i getting fatter and fatter as each day pass by. my eyes are beginning to see a little tummy growing. its really obvious when i wear body fitting clothes. argh!!! shouldnt have ate so much during exams. but eating is one out of my two ways of distress.
sometimes i really thank God that there are ppl ard me that love me for who i am but not jus how i look. i am really assured that even if become as fat as a stuff bear, my frens will still love me and not despised me. and even as i complain about my tummy, there are ppl telling me that i still look great. i do not need to cut down to gain self security. becos i am secured of my position in God. but i still wanna cut down that tummy of mine! its ugly. hideous!
off to the gym!!! next week. i promise. hahas.
i read this poem. a fren of mine have sent it to me. thought is really depict the world we are living in.
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round
Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.The music won't last.
Do you run through each day On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast.
Time is short. The music won't last.
Ever told your child,We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"
You'd better slow down.Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.The music won't last.
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower.
Hear the music, Before the song is over.
| Monday, October 24, 2005 |
|| 10:13 AM
yesterday's sermon was really good. i like esp the part whereby pastor said abt inquiring God. i thought that it is really true.
i went to my grandma's hse on sat and to my surprised, my cousin and her husband came. my cousin's husband(uncle joe, thats what i call him), was talking to my mum abt some economy and business stuffs. so my mum was asking which line is like the prospering line now. so uncle joe said blah blah blah blah blah(not important so i am not typing it out). but at the end he told my mum this, yes looking at the country's flow of economy is important but whats more important is God's guidence. jus one second in his favour, your life is never gg to be the same again. it is not getting the highest pay, but following God's direction. his flow of direction is better then anything. when i heard this, i jus feel like standing up and appauld for him. i was deeply impacted by this.
yes. its so true that jus one second in His favour life is not gg to be the same again. we got to inquire God about our daily life. many people will most prob inquire God when only they have problems or something important that they need to decide, it is good that ppl does that(at least they inquire God) but how abt when life is jus smooth flowing period?? in the smallest thing, are u inquiring God abt it?? how can we be not being faithful in the little things, be faithful in much. if we cant even handle a single slice of pizza what makes you think that u can finish the whole 12 pieces of pizza. many people often struggle with the problem of not being able to hear or discern God's voice when they inquire God, they blame God for not speaking. bit it is actually becos their spiritual ears are only open during troubled times, they have a lack of practice in hearing God's voice. is jus like training and polishing up ur skills on something.
dont put God outside ur life when ur life is good. put God inside so that ur good life can be changed into a better life and a better life to a the best life and from a best life into a extraordinary life! inquire him today!
| Saturday, October 22, 2005 |
|| 9:35 PM
now i believe with all of my heart that chocolates does help people to feel happy as they help the human body to produce some hormones.
i was so so angry with my mum jus a moment ago. she lied to me AGAIN. yes. again. i hate it when she does that. i always tell myself time again and again that i wouldnt want to trust her any words any more, but somehow, i still give some hope to it, hoping she would change this time. but again and ahain, i am jus proven wrong everytime. isnt she tired of doin it?? cos i am tired of listening all her excuses. she jus seems that she have the right to do it cos she is the mum and she is the one providing me my allowance and stuff. and the worst thing is, she doesnt give space for discussion. this is the problem with most parents nowadays. what ever i say is correct cos i am the one giving you the money attitude. parents fail to understand, fail to know why are their children reacting in this way.
isnt that the reason why children run away from home?? becos parents are unreasonable. their parents will then cry and try to look for them. and promise a thousand and one thing jus for them to come back. yes. at first their children come home, they will pamper them but as time goes on, everything will be back to the same. cos the root of the problem is not solve. the seed of understanding is not planted.
parents always think that children dun understand. while children thinks that parents doesnt understand. but the matter of fact is, actually both sides are able to understand provided each side is willing to share and not judge each other actions easily. if children doesnt understand, then why does ur child have frens?? friendship is establish becos of understanding. that goes the same for parents.
i have seen enough of the cycle of problems between my mum and i. i am getting tired of it. i wonder why did she even give birth to me in the first place if she doesnt want to pamper and love me. i rather she abort me and i will be in heaven with Jesus now. there will not be a need of pain between the both of us.
can i jus stop breathing?
| Friday, October 21, 2005 |
|| 3:09 AM
hola!
i am still feeling elated for something that is lingering in my mind. yeah. how dumb bing. *grins*
who cares. i guess very much only colin knows abt it. haha!!
thanks for staying here.
| Tuesday, October 18, 2005 |
|| 4:15 PM
OMG!!! U GUYS GONNA READ ALL THESE QUOTES THAT I GOT OFF THE NET!!! YOU WILL SURE HAVE A GOOD LAUGH!
for away messages:
This is this cat. This is is cat. This is how cat. This is to cat. This is keep cat. This is a cat. This is dumbass cat. This is busy cat. This is for cat. This is forty cat. This is seconds cat. * Now go back and read the THIRD word in each sentence from the top. Betcha you can't resist passing it on
~*Trying to stop world hunger...starting with me...Be back after i get some grub!*~
Roses are red, voilets are blue, i'm here but ignoring you
Currently attempting to avoid you.
Hello welcome to my away message how may I ignore you today?
I'm currently away..mabye because you pissed me off so much that you made me go draw a picture of you and throw darts at it
I think spinning in my chair is a better way to fill my time then talking to you
I'm not really away...... Your computer is LYING to you!!!!
flirty messages:
Do I lOoK lIkE a GrOcErY iTeM tO u CaUsE i SeE u ChEcKiN mE oUt
you're so hot, u make fire look cold!!!
Flirtation=attention with intention
im sweet as hunny, im hot as hell, im the finest girl, as u can tell
If good looks was a minute you'd be a long day
I was looking at the stars last night and for every star I saw I named something that I liked about you...then I ran out of stars~
insults:
Honey, the salad that I had for lunch today was dressed better than you!
God gave me eyes so i can look at u. God gave me arms so i can hug u. God gave me lips so i can kiss u. God gave me common sense so i can dump u.
Ya mama so stupid, she stared at a can of apple juice because it said 'concentrate'.
Some drink from the fountain of knowledge; he only gargled.
The speed of light is faster than the speed of sound, thats why you apeared bright until you spoke
jokes:
Once upon a time a blonde joined her local library. After hours of indecisive browsing she finally chose a book and rushed home excitedly to read it. Several days later, she returns and, slamming the book angrily onto the counter, exclaimed, ‘This book is really boring. It had too many characters and far too many numbers. Give me something more interesting.’ At that the librarian turned to his colleague and happily announced, ‘Hey Bill stop the search - we’ve got the phone book back!’"
why did micky mouse get shot???? because donald ducked
A panda walks into a bar eats some food, shoots up the place, and then starts to walk out. The bartender says, "Hey, what did you do that for?" The panda replies, "I'm a panda, look it up." So the bartender gets a dictionary and under panda bear it says, "Panda: Eats shoots and leaves"
im on a sea food diet............when i see foood i eat it
| Monday, October 17, 2005 |
|| 3:08 PM
so much stuffs. to be completed. hola.
completed my stairways to heaven. hahas. i hate hate hate hate the ending!!! why cant the storywriter create a happy ending?!?!??!
whatever.
gonna watch the kingdom of heaven later on.
i am not blind or deaf. i can clearly see and hear what you've done for me
| Saturday, October 15, 2005 |
|| 10:06 PM
lola
jus wasted my whole day watching stairways to heaven. korea show is indeed korea show. super draggy. hahahs. and guess what. i got like total peace todae. no one msg me. no one called me. (exp at night) cool yeah. i am not in high demand todae. haahs.
gg to start watching it again. still left with 7 more cds. feel like asking joanne to tell me the ending. hahas
but its a nice show. the actor is really really cute!!! his body is like............... hahahs.
and anyway, its been long since i blog at night. hahahs.
| Thursday, October 13, 2005 |
|| 6:34 PM
I AM F-R-E-E!!
anyway, saw bon jovi album todae and I AM TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH IT.
i am such a faithful blogger nowadays.
Your presence is my endorsement. I adore You, truly.
| Wednesday, October 12, 2005 |
|| 3:36 PM
is not as if i live in some obscure places or some unknown planets. why am i always the last one to know about things?? like who and who is together, all the secrets of people and stuffs. even world news like tsunami, earthquake, NKF thing. i seem to be like the last to know. how pathetic
quote from joanne
" my dad bought this book called the book of colours. the pages inside are full of colours!"
how dumb can she get. hahahs
isnt it great to have a good fren that doesnt come online often?? haahs. she wont be able to read anything i say abt her. hahas. kidding.
quote from a abercombie tee shirt
" i'm his. cos he appreciates perfection."
isnt this really good??
| Monday, October 10, 2005 |
|| 7:06 PM
have you ever wonder why do couples hold hands for??
i was jus thinking abt it jus now.
i am not against holding hands, but what is that symbolic reason for holding hands.
thought of a few reasons,
becos it shows love. but the next thought that came into my mind was "how???"
becos it... blah blah. i forgot what i thought of. ahahs.
but to me it means:
i dont wanna get you lost in this crazy world.
isnt it sweet??
and isnt it sad to see that many people are holding hands with their guy or girlfren jus becos it is like the standard thing to do or becos everyone is doin it.thats so pathetic.
| Friday, October 07, 2005 |
|| 11:19 PM
had a my eng, chinese, social studies and emaths paper two this week. and u know what, i've got totally no confidence that i will be able to make it to sec 4.
eng. killer.
for social studies, wasted half and hour writing the wrong stuffs. cos i read the wrong source. wrote like one full page before i realise it.
emaths. i suffered a blank out. forgot my cos rule. how worst can it get.
chinese. not bad. at least theres still some hope left.
and i was feeling really down in the afternoon. but God was like really good and he is really cute too. i am not gg to say it here. cos i am feeling so lazy to type long paragraphs. yeah.
keep shining!
fruitcake
| Monday, October 03, 2005 |
|| 2:27 PM
look at me look at me. see how bored i am. see how bored i am. so bored so lame i blog here. extremely bored i blog here. gonna blog a post on it. i hate now i hate now!!!. (sing this with the tune of the advertisement grow.)
i seriously hate myself now. i am suppose to be studying. but nothing seems to get into my brain. i cant solve even my Amaths TYS questions. i tried studying SS. but end up reading it. stupid.
changed my blogskin. hahas. i jus love this song by yellowcard--only one. thats i why decided to change into this skin. hahahs. its a nice but old song. everyone shld listen to it. muhahha. anyway, M^2 satisfied with my skin now. hahahs
anyway, i did something bad yesterday. so i jus wanna apologise to someone. i didnt mean to do it ya. it jus came out of my mouth yesterday.
||
|| 9:20 AM
i feel like destroying my blog. hahhas. i am so so lazy to update it now. it is now being filled with cobwebs all over.
didnt turn up for school. thats why i am here now. felt that gg to sch todae is pointless. four of mr wong's lesson. total waste of time. i can use that time in a much productive way at home. so decided to stay at home.
gg to start studying at 10. and end at 6. 8 HOURS OF STUDYING. shall do my A and E maths. bio and my social studies and also my TYS of physics and chem. do u think i can finish it?? hahahs. hopefully.
everyone seem to have forgotten abt children's day. everyone have lost their innocence of childhood years. hahahs. i am not childish by celebrating it. i am jus child-like.
|| 11:35 PM
i think i am crazy. or this craziness is not even me. i dun know what my mind had been thinking of. seriously. i am like losing control over it.
someone, pls get my mind back for me.
|divalicious@lemon-icetea|
| Friday, October 28, 2005 |
|| 10:00 PM
hahas. the comments on my report card is so so so so FUNNY!!!
comments: yan bing is confident in her interaction with others. she takes concrete steps to make improvements in her acadamic studies. she strongly believes in racial harmony.
i think the reason why my teacher would write that last sentence is becos i sit behind edlin and i talk to her very often and share junks with her. hahahshahsah. and edlin is the ONLY malay in my class.
and the mrs loh is so so so petty. she told my mum my attitude is bad in school. showing pissed faces when scolded by teacher. i think she is referring to THAT incident that happened when i walked out of the classroom. i DUN LIKE her can! and my mum believed her rather then me.(i guess very much so, since i also do that at home) my mum even wanted to call dawn up can! cos i told her i was accused. thank God no one in my family know who is dawn. hahahs. i also didnt reveal dawn's name. i refer to her as my partner. hahas.
really thank God. I PASSED ALL SUBJECTS!
dun ask my abt my aggregate. cos it aint nice. i promise i will do well next year. wait for me my dear teachers. i will show you who is the smart one. hahas.
anyway, its my maid's bdae today!
|divalicious@lemon-icetea|
| Thursday, October 27, 2005 |
|| 9:12 AM
i am suppose to be sleeping now!!!!! argh!!! why on earth did i wake up so early for??? i got no idea why. its my self declared holiday!!
i getting fatter and fatter as each day pass by. my eyes are beginning to see a little tummy growing. its really obvious when i wear body fitting clothes. argh!!! shouldnt have ate so much during exams. but eating is one out of my two ways of distress.
sometimes i really thank God that there are ppl ard me that love me for who i am but not jus how i look. i am really assured that even if become as fat as a stuff bear, my frens will still love me and not despised me. and even as i complain about my tummy, there are ppl telling me that i still look great. i do not need to cut down to gain self security. becos i am secured of my position in God. but i still wanna cut down that tummy of mine! its ugly. hideous!
off to the gym!!! next week. i promise. hahas.
i read this poem. a fren of mine have sent it to me. thought is really depict the world we are living in.
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round
Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.The music won't last.
Do you run through each day On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast.
Time is short. The music won't last.
Ever told your child,We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"
You'd better slow down.Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.The music won't last.
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower.
Hear the music, Before the song is over.
|divalicious@lemon-icetea|
| Monday, October 24, 2005 |
|| 10:13 AM
yesterday's sermon was really good. i like esp the part whereby pastor said abt inquiring God. i thought that it is really true.
i went to my grandma's hse on sat and to my surprised, my cousin and her husband came. my cousin's husband(uncle joe, thats what i call him), was talking to my mum abt some economy and business stuffs. so my mum was asking which line is like the prospering line now. so uncle joe said blah blah blah blah blah(not important so i am not typing it out). but at the end he told my mum this, yes looking at the country's flow of economy is important but whats more important is God's guidence. jus one second in his favour, your life is never gg to be the same again. it is not getting the highest pay, but following God's direction. his flow of direction is better then anything. when i heard this, i jus feel like standing up and appauld for him. i was deeply impacted by this.
yes. its so true that jus one second in His favour life is not gg to be the same again. we got to inquire God about our daily life. many people will most prob inquire God when only they have problems or something important that they need to decide, it is good that ppl does that(at least they inquire God) but how abt when life is jus smooth flowing period?? in the smallest thing, are u inquiring God abt it?? how can we be not being faithful in the little things, be faithful in much. if we cant even handle a single slice of pizza what makes you think that u can finish the whole 12 pieces of pizza. many people often struggle with the problem of not being able to hear or discern God's voice when they inquire God, they blame God for not speaking. bit it is actually becos their spiritual ears are only open during troubled times, they have a lack of practice in hearing God's voice. is jus like training and polishing up ur skills on something.
dont put God outside ur life when ur life is good. put God inside so that ur good life can be changed into a better life and a better life to a the best life and from a best life into a extraordinary life! inquire him today!
|divalicious@lemon-icetea|
| Saturday, October 22, 2005 |
|| 9:35 PM
now i believe with all of my heart that chocolates does help people to feel happy as they help the human body to produce some hormones.
i was so so angry with my mum jus a moment ago. she lied to me AGAIN. yes. again. i hate it when she does that. i always tell myself time again and again that i wouldnt want to trust her any words any more, but somehow, i still give some hope to it, hoping she would change this time. but again and ahain, i am jus proven wrong everytime. isnt she tired of doin it?? cos i am tired of listening all her excuses. she jus seems that she have the right to do it cos she is the mum and she is the one providing me my allowance and stuff. and the worst thing is, she doesnt give space for discussion. this is the problem with most parents nowadays. what ever i say is correct cos i am the one giving you the money attitude. parents fail to understand, fail to know why are their children reacting in this way.
isnt that the reason why children run away from home?? becos parents are unreasonable. their parents will then cry and try to look for them. and promise a thousand and one thing jus for them to come back. yes. at first their children come home, they will pamper them but as time goes on, everything will be back to the same. cos the root of the problem is not solve. the seed of understanding is not planted.
parents always think that children dun understand. while children thinks that parents doesnt understand. but the matter of fact is, actually both sides are able to understand provided each side is willing to share and not judge each other actions easily. if children doesnt understand, then why does ur child have frens?? friendship is establish becos of understanding. that goes the same for parents.
i have seen enough of the cycle of problems between my mum and i. i am getting tired of it. i wonder why did she even give birth to me in the first place if she doesnt want to pamper and love me. i rather she abort me and i will be in heaven with Jesus now. there will not be a need of pain between the both of us.
can i jus stop breathing?
|divalicious@lemon-icetea|
| Friday, October 21, 2005 |
|| 3:09 AM
hola!
i am still feeling elated for something that is lingering in my mind. yeah. how dumb bing. *grins*
who cares. i guess very much only colin knows abt it. haha!!
thanks for staying here.
|divalicious@lemon-icetea|
| Tuesday, October 18, 2005 |
|| 4:15 PM
OMG!!! U GUYS GONNA READ ALL THESE QUOTES THAT I GOT OFF THE NET!!! YOU WILL SURE HAVE A GOOD LAUGH!
for away messages:
This is this cat. This is is cat. This is how cat. This is to cat. This is keep cat. This is a cat. This is dumbass cat. This is busy cat. This is for cat. This is forty cat. This is seconds cat. * Now go back and read the THIRD word in each sentence from the top. Betcha you can't resist passing it on
~*Trying to stop world hunger...starting with me...Be back after i get some grub!*~
Roses are red, voilets are blue, i'm here but ignoring you
Currently attempting to avoid you.
Hello welcome to my away message how may I ignore you today?
I'm currently away..mabye because you pissed me off so much that you made me go draw a picture of you and throw darts at it
I think spinning in my chair is a better way to fill my time then talking to you
I'm not really away...... Your computer is LYING to you!!!!
flirty messages:
Do I lOoK lIkE a GrOcErY iTeM tO u CaUsE i SeE u ChEcKiN mE oUt
you're so hot, u make fire look cold!!!
Flirtation=attention with intention
im sweet as hunny, im hot as hell, im the finest girl, as u can tell
If good looks was a minute you'd be a long day
I was looking at the stars last night and for every star I saw I named something that I liked about you...then I ran out of stars~
insults:
Honey, the salad that I had for lunch today was dressed better than you!
God gave me eyes so i can look at u. God gave me arms so i can hug u. God gave me lips so i can kiss u. God gave me common sense so i can dump u.
Ya mama so stupid, she stared at a can of apple juice because it said 'concentrate'.
Some drink from the fountain of knowledge; he only gargled.
The speed of light is faster than the speed of sound, thats why you apeared bright until you spoke
jokes:
Once upon a time a blonde joined her local library. After hours of indecisive browsing she finally chose a book and rushed home excitedly to read it. Several days later, she returns and, slamming the book angrily onto the counter, exclaimed, ‘This book is really boring. It had too many characters and far too many numbers. Give me something more interesting.’ At that the librarian turned to his colleague and happily announced, ‘Hey Bill stop the search - we’ve got the phone book back!’"
why did micky mouse get shot???? because donald ducked
A panda walks into a bar eats some food, shoots up the place, and then starts to walk out. The bartender says, "Hey, what did you do that for?" The panda replies, "I'm a panda, look it up." So the bartender gets a dictionary and under panda bear it says, "Panda: Eats shoots and leaves"
im on a sea food diet............when i see foood i eat it
|divalicious@lemon-icetea|
| Monday, October 17, 2005 |
|| 3:08 PM
so much stuffs. to be completed. hola.
completed my stairways to heaven. hahas. i hate hate hate hate the ending!!! why cant the storywriter create a happy ending?!?!??!
whatever.
gonna watch the kingdom of heaven later on.
i am not blind or deaf. i can clearly see and hear what you've done for me
|divalicious@lemon-icetea|
| Saturday, October 15, 2005 |
|| 10:06 PM
lola
jus wasted my whole day watching stairways to heaven. korea show is indeed korea show. super draggy. hahahs. and guess what. i got like total peace todae. no one msg me. no one called me. (exp at night) cool yeah. i am not in high demand todae. haahs.
gg to start watching it again. still left with 7 more cds. feel like asking joanne to tell me the ending. hahas
but its a nice show. the actor is really really cute!!! his body is like............... hahahs.
and anyway, its been long since i blog at night. hahahs.
|divalicious@lemon-icetea|
| Thursday, October 13, 2005 |
|| 6:34 PM
I AM F-R-E-E!!
anyway, saw bon jovi album todae and I AM TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH IT.
i am such a faithful blogger nowadays.
Your presence is my endorsement. I adore You, truly.
|divalicious@lemon-icetea|
| Wednesday, October 12, 2005 |
|| 3:36 PM
is not as if i live in some obscure places or some unknown planets. why am i always the last one to know about things?? like who and who is together, all the secrets of people and stuffs. even world news like tsunami, earthquake, NKF thing. i seem to be like the last to know. how pathetic
quote from joanne
" my dad bought this book called the book of colours. the pages inside are full of colours!"
how dumb can she get. hahahs
isnt it great to have a good fren that doesnt come online often?? haahs. she wont be able to read anything i say abt her. hahas. kidding.
quote from a abercombie tee shirt
" i'm his. cos he appreciates perfection."
isnt this really good??
|divalicious@lemon-icetea|
| Monday, October 10, 2005 |
|| 7:06 PM
have you ever wonder why do couples hold hands for??
i was jus thinking abt it jus now.
i am not against holding hands, but what is that symbolic reason for holding hands.
thought of a few reasons,
becos it shows love. but the next thought that came into my mind was "how???"
becos it... blah blah. i forgot what i thought of. ahahs.
but to me it means:
i dont wanna get you lost in this crazy world.
isnt it sweet??
and isnt it sad to see that many people are holding hands with their guy or girlfren jus becos it is like the standard thing to do or becos everyone is doin it.thats so pathetic.
|divalicious@lemon-icetea|
| Friday, October 07, 2005 |
|| 11:19 PM
had a my eng, chinese, social studies and emaths paper two this week. and u know what, i've got totally no confidence that i will be able to make it to sec 4.
eng. killer.
for social studies, wasted half and hour writing the wrong stuffs. cos i read the wrong source. wrote like one full page before i realise it.
emaths. i suffered a blank out. forgot my cos rule. how worst can it get.
chinese. not bad. at least theres still some hope left.
and i was feeling really down in the afternoon. but God was like really good and he is really cute too. i am not gg to say it here. cos i am feeling so lazy to type long paragraphs. yeah.
keep shining!
fruitcake
|divalicious@lemon-icetea|
| Monday, October 03, 2005 |
|| 2:27 PM
look at me look at me. see how bored i am. see how bored i am. so bored so lame i blog here. extremely bored i blog here. gonna blog a post on it. i hate now i hate now!!!. (sing this with the tune of the advertisement grow.)
i seriously hate myself now. i am suppose to be studying. but nothing seems to get into my brain. i cant solve even my Amaths TYS questions. i tried studying SS. but end up reading it. stupid.
changed my blogskin. hahas. i jus love this song by yellowcard--only one. thats i why decided to change into this skin. hahahs. its a nice but old song. everyone shld listen to it. muhahha. anyway, M^2 satisfied with my skin now. hahahs
anyway, i did something bad yesterday. so i jus wanna apologise to someone. i didnt mean to do it ya. it jus came out of my mouth yesterday.
|divalicious@lemon-icetea|
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|| 9:20 AM
i feel like destroying my blog. hahhas. i am so so lazy to update it now. it is now being filled with cobwebs all over.
didnt turn up for school. thats why i am here now. felt that gg to sch todae is pointless. four of mr wong's lesson. total waste of time. i can use that time in a much productive way at home. so decided to stay at home.
gg to start studying at 10. and end at 6. 8 HOURS OF STUDYING. shall do my A and E maths. bio and my social studies and also my TYS of physics and chem. do u think i can finish it?? hahahs. hopefully.
everyone seem to have forgotten abt children's day. everyone have lost their innocence of childhood years. hahahs. i am not childish by celebrating it. i am jus child-like.
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