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| Friday, May 27, 2005 |
|| 11:30 PM

i keep thinking that we didnt say goodbye

|divalicious@lemon-icetea|

| Thursday, May 26, 2005 |
to God || 5:43 PM

dear God,

thanks so much for the great and wonderful brain inside of me. thanks for the 3rd position you've place me in my class for mid year.

love,
bing

|divalicious@lemon-icetea|

| Wednesday, May 25, 2005 |
|| 6:22 PM

hurhur. i am feeling so proud of myself and i truely understand truely what does ignorance is bliss this statement.

while everyone is getting back their papers and have this moaning-over-results disease, i remain unaffected with evonnie(or u can say sam ten.hahas). cos we skip school on tues which is the day where everyday got back their papers. but sumone told me my bio did quite well.. only 3 person passed in my class for bio and i am one of them. but seriously, i expect it to pass cos i put it all my heart, food, soul, mind, body into it. i dun know y. but i did that.

watched are we there yet with liyan, jo yesterday evening. it is really funny and u would wan to cry at the end. so its like a laugh and cry show la..

and i skip school again todae cos i had a hospital appointment. so it kind of feels like holiday to me now. hahas. ok.. back to my hospital thingy. when i was i think sec one or p6 the nurse that came to my school said that i have a backbone problem. so my mum and i went to see the doc. and that inexperience doc told my mum abt my backbone problem with a ur-child-will-walk-crooked-forever tone.which is so so untrue.. so my mum made a big fuss out of it. i refuse to go check up for the last 2 years cos it is really boring when u're in the hospital. this year under all the nags of my mum, i went. i had my FIRST x-ray taken.it is really fun. u will get to wear a gown and thingy. the x ray film came out and when i saw it, i was like, did u tell me that i have a problem with my backbone?? cos it looks really straight to me. the doc then told me it is slanted for only a pathetic ELEVEN DEGREES. i was like looking at my mum, so do u classify this as serious?? and i falt happy within myself too. cos over the 2 years which i refused to go for checkup, i kept telling her it is nothing. but she doesnt believe went abt telling the world that i am gg to walked in a crooked manner for the rest of my life..hahas. my mum sumtimes jus. i dun know how to describe her. she is jus.. wahahahhaha

|divalicious@lemon-icetea|

| Tuesday, May 24, 2005 |
|| 12:12 PM

my computer is AGAINST me BIG TIME

went out yesterday with my aunt grandma cousin sis sis's fren bro another sis mum and mum's frens

spent like i think near to 900 bucks?

that beijing duck was awesome

i am jus so blessed with food

bought many junkies home

i am gg to be FAT

jus watch my tummy GROW

and i am gg to sink into depression

|divalicious@lemon-icetea|

| Tuesday, May 17, 2005 |
|| 3:38 PM

ok.. sumone made my day into such a sweet one.

i was crossing this road in order to get to my house. so it was jus drizzling a little. so i didnt ask my maid to cum over with the umbrella. so while i was waiting to cross the road. theres this malay lady which is absolutely sweet. she had an umbrella to herself. so she saw me without one and she offered to share it with me.(she even said it with a smile) i of course feeling shy said no, its ok. but she insisted. (isnt she really nice?) but still. i won. i told her its ok. thanks alot and give her the nicest smile i can ever offer to strangers. i was really touched.

i mean. its like. how many times u see selfish ppl on the streets with a huge umbrella all by themselves and jus looking at ppl getting drenched. right. it jus make my day so much.

ok. i sound like a little girl here. jus one small act and it jus make my day instantly. i am not child like here alright. it is her action that move me. while she was asking me, her umbrella is already like kind of above me head. this shows me her kind heart.

*// it is not how big the actions, but how BIG the LOVE with the action that moves one's heart//*

|divalicious@lemon-icetea|

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|| 3:09 AM

i am getting better at photoshop. heehee

|divalicious@lemon-icetea|

| Monday, May 16, 2005 |
|| 10:43 AM

yesterday service was GREAT!! AWESOME. i went for all three services.. to those that r not in my church, u must be thinking i am crazy. but i dun care. i literally sat in the audi for 7 hours in a row.. my stomach was groaning and my mind is telling me i am tired. but nothing compares to the presence of God. it was so real. and i can feel the holy spirit touching me frm within my heart. it really brought me up to another level higher with God. those hu miss service 4 and 6. it is such a waste.

i was jus talking to my sister abt the end times on sat night. and i said sumthing that surprises myself. i was talking abt gg to heaven and how can i find her frm within the crowd. so she said, at the end of the day, it is still the relationship with God that matters. and i said, ya. u do not wan to go to heaven without knowing the owner itself. imagine how weird would it be right. u turn up at a party that none of them know hu u r.

aniwae, i dun understand y ppl jus love staring at me whenever i am waiting for ppl or bus or anything. is like. so rude la. i was eating this ya kun bread while waiting for the bus at the interchange, then got this girl, who is totally rude, kept staring at me as if she have not eaten for ages. i was so irritated that i nearly wanted to walk over and offer her sum if she was that hungry and broke and cant even afford a few pieces or bread.

paper todae was easy. all by God's grace. i didnt study for my paper AT ALL on sat and sun. sat i slack and whole day away, sun went for services and then dinner at this seafood restaurant. i wanted to wake up at 4 plus to study, but u know.

ohh yar! didnt comment on the food that i had at the seafood restuarant, it was MOUTH-WATERING DELICIOUS. crab, prawn and other stuffs.. woo hoo

|divalicious@lemon-icetea|

| Saturday, May 14, 2005 |
|| 1:37 PM

ok. i know its less then 3 weeks.. but i really cant take this anymore..

i hate the type of life i am having now.. my world is like made up of papers, books..

sick sick sick

ppl are out there having fun. but me. at home studying. can u believe it?!?!?!?!?!

y must my school set our mid year dates at such a late time.. ppl frm outher schools r already getting back their papers on mon.. but i am still having my paper..

and i only can cum to one reason y they do that.. kill our joy and save their brians and money on post exams activities.

evil

thats all i've got to say.

i shall not comment whether my papers are difficult or not..

cos what i confess is what i get.

all i know is i am smart and i am gg to be the top scholar this time round.

trust me. i gg to get my revenge on shopping soon

|divalicious@lemon-icetea|

| Sunday, May 01, 2005 |
|| 10:53 PM

today is gg to be my LAST DAY ONLINE FOR THE NEXT 3 WEEKS(excluding sundays).. i am serious this time..

cos i needa concentrate on studying..

God has been really good to me these days.. i mean.. jus awesome..

+jin wen has finally becum a devoted to becum a christian( i am proud of you girl!)

+God showed me so much of him

+he answer every question that i have

+he gave me really beautiful and wonderful frens

+he used me so much..

+he taught me so much

i am really thankful..

*// God, not my will but urs be done. i am seeking to do ur will.. thanks for calling me to be ur servant. God, i sensed ur smile too..//*

|divalicious@lemon-icetea|