| Monday, November 28, 2005 |
|| 10:39 PM

I HATE MY FRIDGE. i dont know whether is my hse having some world war three and thus having some food rationing programme. I CANT EVEN FIND SOMETHING THAT I WANT IN THE FRIDGE.

ohh anyway, went to town with joanne yesterday(like FINALLY). the whole world seems to be there. saw mabel, fellicia and her fren on the train. later on saw dawn at topshop.

i wanna eat ice cream!!!

what am i blogging?? i've got no idea.
anyway, ignore the time and date for this post. cos my com doesnt have the thingy for me to change the time and date.

|divalicious@lemon-icetea|




| Sunday, November 27, 2005 |
|| 11:56 PM

ok. that adidas bag is a new collection. its starting to come out EVERYWHERE. yes. EVERYWHERE. whatever. i am jus hoping no one would get the same bag as me. ok. thats if provided santa is granting my christmas wish.

i hate detest abhor my stomach. i got no idea why it aches at the most unexpected time. didnt fully enjoy todae's services becos of my stupid tummy. but something that really strongly griped my heart is something pst phil mention,

"i am suspicious and i doubt that most of you are ANTICIPATING for the outpouring of the Holy Spirit"

i am certainly guilty of that. very guilty. i have not yet been anticipating. not yet getting prepared for the harvest that is coming.

also, today, my patience has been strongly tested. if anyone of you knows, i have totally ZERO, big fat Z-E-R-O patience for kids. they get on my nerves so so easily. guess what. I TOOK CARE OF FOUR KIDS BY MYSELF FOR TWO HOURS(thanks to jackson). at first, i started off, ok loh. no choice. later as i continue playing with them, yes. at some point, i feel like jus stop entertaining them. jus let them play with themselves. its really tough. have to keep coming up with ideas and games to play with them.but i pushed myself on. becos of one thing, it is for God. i kept telling myself, yes they may be children, but who knows becos of these little actions, when they grow up, they will be great leaders of God. kinda happy abt my achievement. hahahs. who on earth will think TAN YAN BING will be able to do it?? hahhas. my character is changed. i know some attitude inside my has also changed.
as i was playing with the kids, everyone was like looking at me. everyone was like, ohh. nanny. hahahas. so so embarassing can. but its for God. its worth it.

|divalicious@lemon-icetea|




| Friday, November 25, 2005 |
|| 11:54 PM

went out jus now to ikea. had their meatballs. can u believe it. it was my FIRST time trying that. hahas. later on went to queensway. and i saw this really really totally superb-ly, awesomely, heaven-made, jaw dropping bag. i walked the whole place but theres like ONLY ONE in the whole of queensway centre. i was like mourning. cos i couldnt get it. as, i need to SAVE for christmas. went down to suntec after that, had ben and jerry.(got an extra scoop! hahas!my sis' fren rmbs me, so she gave me an extra scoop) walked to the next tower to check whether the adidas shop there carries that predator adidas bag i am so in love with it. and YES IT DOES and guess what, saw another leather bag. really nice nice nice too. how i wish someone can jus get that both for me for christmas. santa, pls grant my christmas wish.

my bones and aching like nobody's business now. my back, my arms, my hands, my feet.

argh. i cant find the pictures of the bags!!!

|divalicious@lemon-icetea|




| Monday, November 21, 2005 |
|| 3:14 AM

i dont know what am i doin too. i think i am jus so weird today.
i shall list it down here
-went to suntec in the evening with my cg. for no reason
-bought a cup of watermelon juice. becos i jus find the red colour nice. wasted 2 bucks. i only took a sip
-spoke less then 30 words on the way home with my fren
-waited till 2am before i use the computer
-my eyes are tired. but i jus dun wanna get to sleep

my last reason explains why am i here at this hour.
feel as though i am torturing myself but i am enjoying it.

|divalicious@lemon-icetea|




| Saturday, November 19, 2005 |
|| 5:18 PM

i smiled like a little girl when i saw that eyes of yours looking back at me.

|divalicious@lemon-icetea|




| Wednesday, November 16, 2005 |
|| 11:51 AM

kelly kelly kelly. i've made such a HUGE sacrifice for her. firstly, i have decided to go for todae's bible study becos this is the only day she can make it. so, being a nice girl as i have always been, i decided to accompany her down todae. becos of this change from tues bible study to wednesday bible, I'VE GOT NO CAR RIDE HOME. i got to squeeze the bus after service with the rest of the 156468745631 members in it. and also, I CANT GET TO SEE SILLY CAT. which is like a major loss. u know how NOT often do i get to see silly cat nowadays??? plus plus plus, i will also be missing my prince turn into frog show(although jo got the vcd, but i still like to catch it on tv. hey it ryhmes!)


total loss amounted to: KELLY'S LIFE. i am so gg to shoot you later. but becos its a sacrifice, u can keep that life of yours.


ask me what am i doin now

i am mourning over my loss.

|divalicious@lemon-icetea|




| Saturday, November 12, 2005 |
|| 12:46 PM

sometimes, i really detest my maid. i dont know whats wrong with her brain. goodness. she nearly killed by making me this morning by making me so so mad. u ought to rejoice that i am still typing here.

she made this really awful breakfast for me. then chase this cat away in such a violent way. she stopped with her violent act when my sis shouted at her. i jus dun understand. we told her nicely so many times to stop using the stick to poke the cat to go away, but she jus kept doin it.

talking abt the cat. theres this cat that stood outside the gate of my house. my sis doesnt dare to get out, cos she is afraid of cats(me too) but that cat is really adorable. ohh. sorry. its a kitten. so small in size and she stared at us with that oh so innocent looking eyes. my sis and i cant bear to hit her. but my maid(that terrorist) immediately use a stick to poke her. how cruel. that kitten got into the house when we open the door. i freaked out immediately. i climbed onto my sofa while my sis and maid tried to lure her out with a bowl of MY MAGNOLIA MILK. lucky cat.in the end, of course we succeded. plus with some pushing the cat out. hahas. the whole process was funny man.

anyway, i ought to treat my maid better. she will be send back to her hometown soon. not by my parents, but the government. she had already worked for us for 10 whole years. i will miss her. miss all her curry chicken, nasi lemak, fried chicken wings and so on. but i wont miss her irritating part. if u ask me, would i want her to stay or leave. i will say stay. cos although she can be irritating, but she helped my family alot in the past ten years. i dont mind bearing with her irritating acts but still have someone to clean my table for me or even lend me money. hahas. she is also my family news reporter. she reports to us all the news that are happening in my neighbourhood. like who died and stuffs. she is good man.

|divalicious@lemon-icetea|




| Thursday, November 10, 2005 |
|| 4:31 PM

ok. after for like so long. i only manage to finish 3 disc of that pride show. but i am enjoying despite the suffering of having to read the chinese subtitles. i took like 2 hours for a one hour show. cos i had to pause for every second jus to read the chinese words. how i wish someone watch the show with me read the chinese words out. and anyway, the reason why i did not give up on watching the show is becos, THAT MAIN ACTOR IS SOOOOOOOO CUTE.

he got that perfect eyes that i totally love. if u do not know, the thing that attracts me to a guy, it's his eyes. i love those eyes which are bright and filled with confidence as u look into them.

and anyway, back to the show. yes. that main actor's name in the show is halu. i jus simply love the way he places his "girlfriend" in his life. he always look out for his girl whenever he plays a game. he treats her as source of strength. thats what i love about him. he arent afraid of ppl saying him as one that depends on a girl. hahas. i would want sucha guy. that makes his girlfren feels important. i jus simply abhor guys that have such high ego and pride that they jus simply refuse to acknowledge the need of their girlfren, they are afraid that ppl will call them weak. and they always have a mindset that i do treasure them but its in the heart. hello. wake up u losers. i admire those guys that arent afraid to show out that they need their girl in their life. yes. show. not jus say. those guys maybe a great leader and many ppl may seek his advice but when it comes to his girl, he will seek her advice and not be afraid to show his weaknesses. those guys, jus simply live a balanced life.

my tutor is late. hahas. and i bargained with her for me to have jus an hour of tuition. hahas. and she agreed. what a cool tutor. hahas.

|divalicious@lemon-icetea|




| Monday, November 07, 2005 |
|| 7:42 PM

he did it. yes. he totally did it.

he melted my heart all over again.

|divalicious@lemon-icetea|




| Friday, November 04, 2005 |
|| 9:19 PM

my table is in a serious state of mess.

i had a fruitful day yesterday. time of bonding and laughing(plus plus loads of nagging) with my family at breakfast and time of fellowshipping with my church frens. thats what i call a balanced life. but mine is only for a day. hahas.

went to have BA KUT TEH for breakfast!! totally love the food. its been long since i ate it. hahas. and guess what. there is this board at the coffeeshop of that bakut tah stall. no feeding of birds and pigeons WAS allowed in this area. hahas.

ok. the reason why am i blogging now is becos i dun feel like having my dinner. for no apparent reason. not that the food is yucky. but i jus dun feel like eating. ohh man. can someone feed me??

|divalicious@lemon-icetea|




| Thursday, November 03, 2005 |
|| 9:39 AM

i am up now all thanks so lionel(my sis's maggot. hahas!)

but nonethelss, i thought that he is really sweet. i wonder how many more sweet ideas he have in that small brain of his. if there are still plenty, i would advise all the guys to get that brain of his. cos he is really sweet as a guy. u know what he did for my sis bdae?? let me tell you.

on sunday, he called me and met me up. passing me something. so i was like. what is this?? and he told me thats my sis' bdae present and he left saying that said he will call me again at night. on sun's night, he called and told me HOW am suppose to pass her present. told me to wake up earlier then her on thurs(which is todae, 3 nov)and pass it to her. so i was like..... ok.... why cant u jus pass it to her todae. so he was like. aiya. pls pls pls pls pls and stuffs. yesterday, he keep calling me, msging me jus to remind me to pass it to her and he asked me whether do i have ear phones. i was like. no.*puzzled* why do u need ear phones? so i realise after asking that HE ACTUALLY RECORDED A BIRTHDAY MSG FOR HER IN SOME FORM OF RECORDER. and he wants her to hear it the first thing in the morning. hohohohoho. how sweet right? pleaded with her sis, cause tons of problems to her sis and not feeling peiseh, jus to get to her her present. hahas. okay. the not feeling peiseh part is untrue. cos he certainly was.

anyway, since i am on the topic of presents, christmas is coming. and like what the show, stairways to heaven taught me, the best gift that you can ever give to someone is not anything materialistic, but something that is part of you. the guy in the showed gave the girl he love a empty box. at first, the girl felt a little angry. thinking that he made a joke out of her. he met her in the office the next day and the guy told her, "not that i didnt want to give you anything, but it is becos i've got so much to give that i didnt know where to start from. besides that, i didnt want to give you anything that anyone can buy it" so in the later part of the show, he guy "gave" her 3 gifts, for her to fill up the box. dreams, hope(i think) and love, which is the greatest of all. but that doesnt mean i am against presents.

is like. i am sure ur frens will recieve loads of presents right, but what actually make a gift stands out from the rest, i believe its what is within the present then the present itself. it is the love within the present. and one perfect example is what joanne gave me on my bdae, a small little book that wrote down and pasted our memories of fun and friendship. although its jus a small inexpensive book to make, but that stands out head and above the rest of the presents i recieved.

but nonetheless, dun ignore the fact:
" you can give without loving, but u can NEVER love without giving"

|divalicious@lemon-icetea|




| Tuesday, November 01, 2005 |
|| 12:20 PM

i am suppose to go to CHINATOWN now. but, decided to postpone it to thurs instead. cos i am wearing formal today and i need to bring blazer. so lay chey to go to chinatown like that.

stuck at home again. still thinking whether shld i go suntec now and do some shopping alone and also get my free ben and jerry ice cream from my sis who is working there. but theres nothing special abt suntec. and anyway, the reason i am gg to chinatown is becos there are plenty of bargains there. i saw this scarf that can be use as a belt there that cost like only $3.90? so cheap right. hahahs. i am now into bargains stuff. branded and costly stuffs no longer interest me. hahas. i am still searching for flea markets. i saw a number of ppl mentioning it online from this forum, but but but i dun know where are they located at. hahash. another bargain place is also meridian centre?? or is it meridian shopping mall?? i dun know. i only thing that i know is that they have cheap shades and nice beaded clutch and shoes that u cant find it anywhere. hahas. i saw someone mentioning abt geylang serai too. hahas. i think i have gone bonkers. hahas. i am also getting my mum to get her tailor frens to help me make tops and skirts. i saw pretty cloths at spotlight. and then, i will have a skirt that is one of a kind. i will design it and get my mum's frens to help me to produce it. muhahha. ain't i'm smart?? maybe i can even create my own brand. (fat hope tan yan bing). hahas.

zap zap. anyway M^2, mango is having 30% off for selected items. they are having their mid season sale. so so so, u wanna get anything?? hahahs.

|divalicious@lemon-icetea|




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