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| Thursday, March 31, 2005 |
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i fell down todae.. this is jus one of my few cuts.. but this is the worst cut.. on my hand.. thank God my face is save..

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jjus bored

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this is my hair cut.. give ur opinions.. is is nice??

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| Wednesday, March 30, 2005 |
boo hoo || 7:09 PM

okay.. its been long since i blog.. aniwae the pic of the muffin day are out!! hahas.. i post sum here later.. so funny.. really love the girls man.. i dun know what i will be without their love, fun and encouragement..

went to cut my hair todae.. so ppl.. u guys must prepare to see the new hairstyle that i've got.. but it wasnt really style.. half way thru i tot the person is gg to ruin my hair.. but thank God.. it came out pretty nice.. u cant put my pic of my new hair up.. my sis changed phone wif me..

and God has been really good to me these few days.. yep.. i am now crazy in love wif this IPOD SHUFFLE.. yar yar.. i know the whole world got that.. but still.. i love it alright.. nothing is gg to change my stand in buying it.. and i dun like IPOD mini.. find it big.. and the best part is.. i am NOT GG TO PAY for it!! but it is also not my mum hu is buying it for me.. i really love the 2 person that is gg to get it for me.. thanks so much!! not becos u guys paying for me IPOD shuffle. thats y i am saying i love u.. but u both has been really great to me all to me all the time..

nothing much to say here.. having a chinese test tml.. better work hard and get at least 80 n above.. God bless me..

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dog retards

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the results

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mixing the stuffs

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my sexy ladies

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| Tuesday, March 22, 2005 |
lalalala || 7:55 PM

skipped dinner todae.. dun really know y.. jus dun have the craving for food todae except of chocolates and junk food.. i jus had one bowl of soup ad 2 pieces of nuggets.. supposed to fast todae.. but u know.. that stupid joanne lo.. ok.. is my fault.. i fell into the temptation of food.. tml i will fast k? *promise* yep.. dawn.. pls dun bring that pineapple biscuits tml.. bring it the day after..

edlin didnt turn up for school todae.. she sprained her ankle yesterday.. becos of me.. feeling so guilty of it.. but i tink it is a blessing in disguise.. she have 2 days of MC and 14 days excuse og PE! goodness.. how great is it..

played netball wif dawn n ppl.. hahas.. had quite a fun time.. but the guys r so so tall and sweaty.. makes me dun wanna go near them.. hahas.. see.. fellicia.. i stayed back to play netball k?? keep saying me i dun play.. hahas.. but so sad.. that fellicia didnt turn up for school to see this miracle..

and tell u what.. miss johnson is so so freaky.. i shall jus shut of nonsensical mouth up in her lessons.. she can practically hear what i say even when she is like all the way at the front.. and sumtimes i jus whisper sumthing.. she could also hear it.. goodness.. is there sumthing wrong wif my voice or her ears??

read the purpose driven life book yesterday.. joanne asked me to read chapter 20.. so i read.. is abt restoring broken relationship.. yar.. i need this seriously.. and great.. the first sentence is.. all relationships are worth restoring.. so i was like in my heart.. er.. r u sure?? i mean.. i shall not say much here.. but.. u know.. is all relationships really worth restoring??

and i am crazy over PAPAROTI!! hahas.. ate 2 yesterday in one shot.. woohoo.. hahas.. i ate quite alot yesteday.. kitkat.. snowflakes.. yup.. and my tummy is happy.. and i am too..

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| Thursday, March 17, 2005 |
brother || 10:59 PM

i guess i do not need type much abt my mood.. hahas.. look at my pictures..

finally.. i can begin to see the light in my life now.. really thank God for it..

my bro got into airforce!! really cool man!! but the commitment to it will be really fierce.. i am not prepared for him to jus suddenly vanish frm my life.. i mean.. he is like gg to travel alot for training at other countries.. but he is gonna to earn alot!! super much! hahas.. i would ne loaded then!! woohoo.. hahas.. but losing my brother to airforce.. i am not willing..

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you light up my life || 12:43 PM

Debbie Boone
You Light Up My Life Lyrics
So many nights I sit by my window
Waiting for someone to sing me his song
So many dreams I kept deep inside me
Alone in the dark but now You've come along

You light up my life
You give me hope To carry on
You light up my days
and fill my nights with song

Rollin' at sea, adrift on the water
Could it be finally I'm turning for home?
Finally, a chance to say hey,
I love You
Never again to be all alone

You light up my life
You give me hope To carry on
You light up my days
and fill my nights with song

You light up my life
You give me hope To carry on
You light up my days
and fill my nights with song
It can't be wrong When it feels so right

'Cause You You light up my life

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myhappiness is finally back

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i am happy!! can u see it!

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see my eyes and see how happy i am

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chinatown || 12:24 AM

went to chinatown todae for a game held by my zone leaders.. yep.. had a fun but tiring time.. got to know many new frens there.. kind of proud of myself.. thank God for it!

and u know wat! while i was at the station changing train to chinatown. this lady approached me n asked me for directions.. so i helped her.. she was gg to chinatown too.. so i jus walked beside her n i start talking to her.. and guess what?!?! she came for the benny hinn service too! she came all the way jus for the service.. and she is gg to travel wif benny hinn every country he goes too.. isnt that cool!

and i jus found out todae that actually chinatown have alot of really nice stuffs.. although is not really into the outside world yet.. but it is like.. a mixed feeling kind of place.. its the only place u can actually feel chinese tradition in the air.. and i wanna go there shopping!! theres alot of nice stuffs there!!

+=felt so much better in me now.. God.. thanks for ur strength that i am able to face myself again.. and i know that u cares.. thanks for not giving up on me.. i dun know what else can i say except a thousands of thank you to you!=+

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| Tuesday, March 15, 2005 |
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fellicia is gg to be so mad at me.. hahas.. but still.. hahas.. TAMIL TIGER.. man.. she really look like one

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| Monday, March 14, 2005 |
rot || 5:29 PM

i am like rotting myself out at home todae.. seriously bored.. supposed to go to school todae.. but woke up late.. decided not to even turn up in class at all as that mr wong i tink he would most prob ask me to stay back or go for detention..

wanted to study.. but i seriously got no mood to do it.. and that LFL asked us to read the national day rally speech for the past 3 years!! can u believe it!! PAST 3 YEARS!! and each year consists of like 17-18 pageS!!! goodness.. got an english compo to write.. er.. n i am suppose to catch up wif my maths this holidays.. all the homework that i've not done.. which is like alot..

and u know what.. i got back my progress paper for the term.. and my CONDUCT IS EXCELLENT!!! is EXCELLENT.. let me repeat.. EXCELLENT! hahas.. i tink i am a good actress huh.. maybe i shld consider changing cca to drama.. and talking abt cca.. i tink i must start gg for training.. but i am really scared how to coach would look at me.. "who is this girl??" and i am really afraid that she'll ask me go join the sec ones..y must we change coach so often.. God.. u must help me face it..

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JESUS...
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YOU ARE THE SWEETEST NAME OF ALL
B7
JESUS...
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YOU ALWAYS HEAR ME

WHEN I CALL
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OH... JESUS
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YOU PICK ME UP

EACH TIME I FALL
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YOU ARE THE SWEETEST
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SWEETEST NAME OF ALL

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| Sunday, March 13, 2005 |
a fren or a judge? || 9:23 PM

last few days have been really tiring fer me.. ushered fer 3 services fer the benny hinn's confrence.. but the confrence was really good.. saw really the power of God working thru the place.. manu got healed.. i really love sumthing that benny hinn had said abt the presence of God.. it is abt this person in the bible.. hu sought forgiveness but found none.. n this other man hu sought God and found forgiveness.. so many times in my life.. i always wan ppl or God to forgive me.. n kept running after it and often my life is driven by trying not to displease God in case his grace stops.. but now.. i am really so convicted.. i should run after the forgiver instead of forgiveness.. i shouldnt be running after a thing..

and i dun know what happens to me these few days.. i can feel that i've change in character.. i dun know y.. if u ppl tink that i becum really bad or over step ur in ur life.. i apologise fer it.. i cant seem to control myself.. and pls.. dun be a critic here okay.. dun tink that these r excuses or anithing.. cos it is not..

and ppl.. those that know me personally.. i need a friend.. not a judge.. a friend that understands me.. not a judge that always jus points out my wrongs.. of course.. a fren will also tell me where i am wrong.. but more then telling me.. they will teach me how to change.. i dun need a judge to give me my verdict.. pls tink how urself have talk to me and know u will know whether r u a judge or a fren in my life..

and jus wanna thank RAMBUTAN fer ur encourgement last week where all my tests are.. thanks so much!

and DAWN KOH.. if u r reading this.. MY TAGBOARD!! thanks

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my dearest little cussie!! he is simply adorable..

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kelly!! she reads me so well.. even when i am faking my laughter.. she knows my heart is so painful

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| Thursday, March 10, 2005 |
muhaha || 4:41 PM

muhahhaa.. i know how to post pictures here now!!

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i am jus trying out in posting pictures here..

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| Wednesday, March 09, 2005 |
lalala || 3:45 PM

i jus love PaParoti so much(besides the drink).. it is really nice.. but i wonder y ppl buy like 6 of it at one go?? is like.. when the bread is cold.. i dun tink it would taste nice.. n as if u can finish 6 at one time.. okay.. aniwae.. social studies test todae was not exactly hard.. but its like.. my teacher expectations r too high.. is like.. argh.. i dun know how to explain it.. ppl hu took the test will understand it.. n i wrote sumthing really wrong in it.. i mixed up everything.. wonder whether can i still get sum points fer it..

have been thinking abt sumthing i read frm my fren's blog.. is not that i tink abt it the whole day.. but happen to appear in my mind after my social studies test.. the person toks abt like.. everyone has sumone that love them.. as in.. those girl to boy kind love.. it is excluding those of frens n family.. n as i was tinking abt it.. i saw this guy frm my class.. hu r simply disguesting.. i mean.. really disguesting.. i shall not mention names or typed what he did that gave me the impression of him being disguesting.. i wonder hu can ever stand it.. i mean seriously.. i wonder hu will ever fall in love wif him..

n now.. i totally dislike my phycis teacher.. i cant use hate.. cos God doesnt like it and God says must love ppl.. she is like so selfish.. we cant enter the class cos its lock n monitor lost the key.. so most of us were sitting on the floor.. when she came up.. she ask us all to stand n cant sit.. i was like.. "so u gg to teach us abt gravity todae huh?".. i mean.. we r waiting.. so y cant u jus let us down on the floor.. is not that u got no space to stand , stuffs la.. and i am so proud of charlene that scolded her off.. i know its wrong.. but u know..

having two test on tml..

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| Monday, March 07, 2005 |
welcome back myself || 3:24 PM

yucky yucky yucky.. paparoti ice coffix is so so yucky.. it is so so bitter.. regret so much buying it.. goodness.. n they still got the face to put this drink as recommendation.. now i know y ppl only buy loads of the roti without the drink..

had kind of a normal day in school.. bio test is postponed!! i am so happy.. hahas.. the teacher kind of thought it was on thurs.. hahas.. but it is postponed till fri.. wif Amaths.. tml got geo n eng word power.. goodness.. theres like 250 words fer word power(thats what joanne told me).. n geo.. i had been so lousy in it.. slept during chinese period.. kind of find my chinese quite nice.. she doesnt scold us fer sleeping.. all she does is wake us up.. or shld i say, wake me up.. cos i am always the only one that is waken by her.. Emaths paper todae was kind of easy. hope that i could get at least 18.. i can!! by faith i claim it!! theres only 5 questions.. i was so shocked by it.. hahas.. make me practice so hard fer it.. argh... n also.. i seriously need to thank my tutiton teacher fer it.. she taught me so much stuffs n is ever so patient to ans my stupid question..

the photos that we(g^3 club girls) r out!! hahas.. but i got so idea how to post it here.. kind of wasted.. the photos r like super super retarded.. hahas..

God bless me

*// feeling so much better now.. thanks everyone. i am back to my normal self//*

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| Friday, March 04, 2005 |
with tears || 9:17 AM

got a nervous breakdown yesterday.. seriously.. i really broke down.. thats y i didnt turn up fer school todae..no one understands how i feel at all.. now i know how pathetic this world is.. no one is there is encourge me at all.. all everyone knows is to nag at me wif their they-thought-is-encourging-tone voice.. the type of voices i hear is not encourging at all.. all i feel is that ppl a jus trying to nag at me.. i will not mention names here for now.. all i can see in their whole chuck of words are that they r jus contradicting themselves frm time to time.. at first.. ask me to have faith, then at the later part.. wat they suggested was another option out of faith.. i dun know what they r trying to do.. i tink they r jus making my situation worst here.. i feel so much like dying yesterday.. i idea of jus jumping out of my window is so so real.. this life.. i dun tink can hold on ani longer if i do not have an angel here.. God, where r u?? my mind was spinning like mad.. my head ache like it had nv ached b4.. it is an internal headache.. i have such hard time.. do u really understand?

to joanne: thanks so much fer trying to call me when is was already kinda late.. sorry i couldnt pick up the phone as my sis was talking to me.. thanks so much..

to my sis: thanks fer at least trying to help me

to my mum:thanks fer encourging me this morning to go to school.. but i cant do it fer todae.. n thanks fer praying fer me

to my second sis:thanks fer trying to help me.. although it didnt help much.. at least you showed ur love

to tat kwek: i really dun feel like thanking you.. as ur msg pull me down even further but i'll jus do it.. thank you

to my bro: i dun know y when i was crying, i was tinking of you.. at that point of time. i feel you can comfort me.. but u wasnt ard..

to God: i know u r there trying to help me.. but i jus cant work it out.. thank you so much fer ur love and also fer all the ppl u had put into my life that love me..

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| Thursday, March 03, 2005 |
wonder x10^9999999 day! || 7:04 PM

todae is the most enjoyable n happiest day in 2005 man! i am so so happy on the inside of me.. hahas..

had cross country in the morning.. got the 66th position..not that i wanna hao lian or anithing la okay.. i really run fer it.. but kind of slack too.. the place near my stomach(which i dun know what is it) hurts so much when i was at my last like.. 250m?? yar.. wanted to jus sit down n get sumone to help me.. but i did not do that.. i ran till the very end.. hahas.. felt kind of sad fer dawn.. she wanted to get into the top 5.. but she didnt make it.. cos she was sick.. but aniwae.. at least she got the top 10.. i am sure she can get her prize back next year.. i was so shocked that evonnie(one of my frens) actually ran faster then dawn.. i am so so surprised! not that i am saying evonnie is not good.. but.. u know.. dawn really train fer her running..

after the run.. got such a hard time to get a cab to the station.. goodness.. everyone was like waiting fer one.. but thank God fer jin wen.. she gave us an idea to cross over the other side.. to get one.. and the cab came the moment we set our feet on the other side.. we went to junction 8 to get sumthing to eat.. saw this really nice shop that sells loads of cute little chocolates.. but kind of ex too.. its like fer one small chocolate, is cost 2 bucks.. but it is really cute la.. onli zarra n joanne bought them.. i didnt wan to.. we also saw this cart shop.. u know.. yar.. they sells loads of mickey mouse tee shirt.. really like it man.. mickey mouse is jus my favourite..but didnt really bring loads of money out.. so didnt buy ani.. but i bought a new pencil case.. its nice.. at least much more mature then my current winnie the pooh one.. after all the walking ard.. we went to NTUC!! to get our ingredients fer our cookie baking session at joanne's hse.. hahas.. we bought this tub of really nice ice cream n the instant flour fer cookie..

after the shoppong trip.. we headed down to joanne's hse to bake.. hahas..
we used her TOASTER to bake.. as her oven cant work.. hahas.. so small man.. had a fun time baking together although it didnt requires much effort.. but its the time that we had together that is important.. that zarraphina kept on taking photos of herself or ask me to take fer her as i was playing too.. hahas.. the first time we bake.. it actually turn kind of black.. hahas.. we thought that it was a failure.. but me n zarra(the slackers) jus ate the soft cookies.. hahas.. it turn out to be heavenly.. hahas.. serious.. but it wasnt cookie.. it was muffin.. hahas.. all thanks to that jin wen that asked us to put 2 eggs instead of one that the plastic told us.. she said the egg was too small.. hahas.. so we took out to the living room n ate the few muffins that we made. hahas.. then me n joanne kept eating n eating.. hahas.. we both jus sat down there wif our spoons n kept on eating.. hahas.. but we did leave sum fer liyan hu kept on hiding in the kitchen.. hahas.. the second time the muffins came out.. wahahahah.. tthe muffins turned really really black.. so so black man.. the smell of burnt muffins was like so so strong.. hahas.. onli sum of it looks ok.. hahas.. then the last n final round.. it tasted the nicest.. hahas.. we put our ice cream on top of it n ate it together.. i tell u man.. it is really nice.. its like cold n hot.. n so much chocolate.. hahas.. the ice cream is like "nuts abt chocolates".. hahas.. after the movie n eating.. we of course had...... PHOTOTAKING SESSION!!! so so fun!! love this part much.. we took loads if retarded photos.. serious.. i will try to upload it.. hahas.. n the cam kept showng card full.. u know y.. as that zarraphina took so many photos of herself.. her face really appear loads of time.. hahas.. then we had to kept on deleting.. hahas.. really fun man! too bad cheryl n clarissa is not here.. but its ok.. we can always have another fun time the next time..

theres also this creepy person.. or shld i say pervert.. msg mi in the morning saying "yan bing!" like this only n refuse to tell mi hu he or she is.. goodness.. if u r one.. pls own up ok..

++thanks my darlings! u girls really rock my world so much!++

*^you put a smile, not jus on my face, but also in my heart, i can truely see ur wonderous creation. this memories will be kept deep within my heart.. no one could take them away. no one. thank you God^*

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| Wednesday, March 02, 2005 |
tues || 3:33 PM

my mouth.. or to be more exact.. my tongue is suffering.. suffering frm the after effects of chocolates.. the tip of my tongue is aching after having two bars of crunchie yesterday.. i tink i "overuse it".. as in.. as my chocolate is stuck in between my teeth.. i got to use my tongue to "dig" is out.. thats y it hurts now..

todae charlene bought this big packet of cuttlefish to school.. it is really huge man.. it cums in different sheets of it.. so it kind of look like we r eating paper when we take one sheet of it.. hahas..

i have been mugging hard for the past 2 days.. real hard man.. studied 5 and a half hours.. frm 8-12.. u must be tinking is 4 hours one day right.. but u know.. i am a dreamy person.. so i deducted it.. i must complete 15 hours this week.. needa set good example to my members.. so i got it all plan out..

tml having a run.. dun even know what can mi n joanne do after the thing.. the rest got their own frens to go watch movie wif.. mi n joanne doesnt wan to join cos it feels really funny n weird if we join them as they r all frm the same class.. n sum guys which jo n mi doesnt know.. r gg to.. so.. yar.. joanne suggested to go escape.. a place where i have nv been to fer the past 14 years of my life.. but feels funny if it is onli the both of us.. normally ppl go there in big groups where the fun is..

++where did the friendship go??++

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