| Sunday, July 31, 2005 |
|| 10:33 PM

deliverance service was kind of scary. hahahs. i mean. really. but i didnt go down to get delivered cos i need to accompany a new fren.

went out with my cg guys. ok. this is my comment. kind of boring. esp when they talk abt girls. it is ok to talk abt girls but how cum i am totally bored by it is becos they talk in codes. like sunshine, green tea and whoever which i dun care.

and i ask the guys sumthing but only tat kwek ans me. hahhas. i ask them how does guys feel when they r horny? like what willl happen and stuffs. hahahs. ok. i dun think i wanna type the reply here. hahas. but is funny. he is shocked by how cum i am asking this question. hahahs.

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| Saturday, July 30, 2005 |
|| 12:03 AM

jus came back frm cg. kind of tired now.

mum flew off todae.

malaysia is having a sale. u will catch me there man. firstly, things in malaysia is already su[er cheap, can u imagine. WITH SALE. i think i am gg to die of shopping. hahas

i am tired. shall stop here

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| Wednesday, July 27, 2005 |
|| 4:36 PM

the painkillers arent even helping me. i am dying

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| Tuesday, July 26, 2005 |
|| 4:04 PM

muhahhaha. i am finally using the new com!! i am so so happy. finally finally finally.

i seriously dun know what to blog abt. er....

i was jus looking through someone's blog just a few moments ago and she was saying something like the last time she got to have a close friend is like a long long time ago and she wish that she would have more.

at first, i was thinking abt it myself. the last time i got a have a new close fren is some time back but as i ponder deeper into it, i realise something. ok. i am not trying to be mean here but that girl seems to have a very shallow thinking about friendship. a best fren is someone that i think is really hard to find. is like, where on earth can u find ppl that think the way you think, dress like the way u dresses and talk like the way you talks?? is hard right. thats what makes close frens special. i dun know what was she thinking, but she puts it in a way that she can get anyone to be her close friend if she wants to. if thats the case, i will feel so sad for those hu are label them as they are my close frens, cos they dun have the special-ness that every best frens have for each other.

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| Friday, July 22, 2005 |
|| 4:00 PM

enough of that crap alright mum. stop screaming as if u owe the world. cos to tell you. u r jus a care taker of mine. i belong to God. i am not ur anger toy. y cant you jus be like other mums that take time to understand me.i am the youngest, dont u even notice you spend the least time with me.

i didnt turn up for school becos of my dear mum, i cant stand her tormenting me EVERY MORNING. saying that i blame her that i didnt take my breakfast. hello, hu dun wish to eat if they can? i am running late for school can. and i didnt even blame you.i merely ask you to hurry up. and u said that i blame you cos i cant take my breakfast. look at what r u turning into? monster.

so i cant stand her shouting at me so i jus got off the car while she she stop for a turn.

if only i can choose my mum, wouldnt it be great.

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| Saturday, July 16, 2005 |
|| 1:50 PM

i have actually recovered 2 days ago. but somehow i fell sick again. ok, it was my fault cos of all the junks i ate despite knowing i will fall sick again. but come on, 2 days without junks, can u stand it? my throat is terrible. really terrible and it is made worst of yesterday's night over night prayer mtg. i was so sick that i went up to media control room to take a break from praying for session 2 and 3. i was like sitting in the super freezing room like a living zombie. hahas. but it was fun sitting there. saw all the camera shots and everything. and mind you, not everyone can jus get into the media control room jus like that. according to my sis, it is the most expensive room in my church.with all the tvs, wires and computers and alot more of other stuffs. muhahahha. wonder how i get in?? my sis is the ic for chorus board, so she let me stay there. hahas. isnt it great.

arts night is tonight and i dont feel like gg. but thinking abt my own ten bucks i spent on it, i think i would jus turn up to use up my 10 buck wisely. and i jus logged on the friendster and saw this title for one of the bulletin post. it goes, "i cant leave without you". i was like. ohh my goodness, he doesnt even know is LIVE without you. i was like, how bad can it get. ok. maybe i shouldnt judge him.ok. not maybe. is i shouldnt judge him.

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| Tuesday, July 12, 2005 |
|| 10:18 PM

i am officially sick. yes. officially. shall not say out my illnesses. but one clue. the doc suspect it to be virus. so i am not depending on my anti bodies in my body to fight this virus. hahhas. i am getting so bio here. ahahsa

got 2 days of MC. aint the doc nice? hahas. but got to miss fasting tml. i am thinking whether shld i go for BS or not. i think i'll see how. if my body cant make it. then i think i dun go.

i am feeling kind of upset now. kelly told me something. i feel like i am such a mean girl now.

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| Saturday, July 09, 2005 |
|| 4:33 PM

went for my church overnight prayer meeting for the first time. i am so so blessed by it. b4 the prayer mtg. i was like. how am i gg to make it thru. i slept at like 230 the night b4. woke up at 6 for school. didnt catch my afternoon nap as i was really busy.went for cg, then prayer mtg. from 11pm-5am. but once i God touched me, i was so so blessed. there was something so strong in the atmosphere. my palms can feel something so real. the second session, realli discipline my concentration. i dun know y. i was rather not focusing on God. the last session was also great. although i didnt really get to enjoy the last session cos i knelt down b4 the Lord in like a wrong way. so my ankle was giving me loads of pain and cramps. so didnt really get the full effect of the last session. but once i stand up and really draw in towards the presence of God. wow. it was like. so great.

dawn was also rather sweet. hahas. i was telling her in the afternoon. ohh my. how am i gg to make it man. the she send me a msg i think at night encouraging me. thanks dawn!!

_*// God. u are so real. _//*

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| Thursday, July 07, 2005 |
|| 4:26 PM

jus a short entry.

jus bought a pair of slippers frm this temp stall at tamp. it is really cheap. 8 bucks. ahas. it have beads on it.and it is hand made. i jus love hand made items. i didnt know that stall was opened becos this church is using this way to raise fund for missions. the auntie told me. so i was really taken aback. didnt know that buying slippers can also help missions. hahas. i also bought this wooden necklace. i think it is hand made too. hahas. one thing i love so much abt handmade becos no one will have the same thing as me. hahahs. i am broke for this week. need to get more money. the 70 bucks my fren gave me is like disappearing. i better make it appear again. hahas. if not, i will be such a failure. hahahs

dawn koh didnt turn up for school. she is sick. love sick. hahas. kidding. and i brought red current puff frm marks and spencer todae. yet she didnt turn up. hahas. she can only blame her body. she miss my feast man. hahash

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| Tuesday, July 05, 2005 |
|| 6:39 PM

what can i say. joanne taught me so much stuffs abt guys todae. alright. i am not ditched by a guy or somethin. i didnt even got involve with one in the first place alright.

i think i am really a big fat major cow. i thought tat i was totally cool that night and even felt happy. but my fake happiness actually cause someone's happiness. what is this. i think i am real bad. sometimes i can just talk without thinking. and maybe from young i have been doin that, thats why i think its ok. and i never get any bad results from any thing i just blurt out. but this time round..... i know i wasnt sensitive to your feelings that night. i was selfish. just thinking abt myself. i know i could have put the truth in a nicer way. but i didnt choose that path. i thought you will be strong enough to take it. i didnt know guys can be sensitive too.

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| Monday, July 04, 2005 |
|| 5:41 PM

jus visited the armani exchange website. as usual. OMG!! I NEED TO GET THAT TOP. but looking at the price. in order to buy ONE of that top. i can just stop eating for the next 2 weeks? how i wish someone would jus bless me with $200. and i need to get pumps too.

shld i lie and pretend to be happy or shld i just express my real feelings right now? i shall not do any of both. cos if i really express my real feelings. you may get scared. ahahs.

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