.diva.

| Saturday, April 30, 2005 |
short entry || 2:23 PM

jus a short entry.. i am not taking a break frm studying..

life has been all abt books books and more books.. frm Amaths to bio to geo to physics.. tired and bored of such life.. cum hm straight after school.. dun even dare to go out with my frens.. i really need a big break after my exams..

my bro in australia.. read my blog.. really greatful that i've got him as my brother.. although he is in australia.. and has his own problems.. nonetheless, he still helped me.. i am really really thankful for that.. he told me sumthing that really impacted me.. remember wat i've type in my previous previous entry.. i wrote.. if i am given 5 mins to sin.. my brother told me.. y not use that 5 mins and forgive and forget abt the whole thing.. which i think it is really good.. it really convicted me.. so u know what.. i am gg to change.. ok.. that doesnt mean then thought of changing nv cum across my mind.. yes it did.. but sumtimes... theres nothing that convicted me much tat it can drive me to change..

bro.. thanks so much! be strong k??

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me, my brother and sis. the day he left for aussie.. @ the airport

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| Wednesday, April 27, 2005 |
part 2 || 3:48 PM

i am back with the part 2 of self righteous..hahas..

aniwae.. let me say..

self righteous is such a hypocrite..she is acting oh-so-holy in her blog.. she must be so upset that i actually exposed her true self.. she is so disgusting and i wonder hu is gg to marry her in the future.. i must really hail that "lucky" guy..

aniwae.. i am gg to be immune to her like what my mum taught me.sumtimes mums can jus give good suggestions.. and i am living a happy life by being immune to her.. looking at her poor state.. my toes are laughing.. i am happy but she is not..

okay.. so i shall act with her.. i shall be the bad one and let her live in her own self righteous world..

SCENE ONE(theres only one scene)
me: i am so sorry self righteous. i am really convicted that it is my fault.. i am the one with the bad attitude.. i ask for ur forgiveness..
self righteous: (u ppl can jus guess what she will say) my guess it.. " its ok.. glad u know that its ALL UR FAULT"

to self righteous: happy now?? glad that you are.. i am gg to feed ur sins..

aniwae, my bro called back yesterday!!! he is doin fine in aus..(ok.. he jus reached there) i kind of miss him.. things have been chaotic after he went off on mon..

reply to my tags:

dreamer: thanks! i've cooled down by now.. cos i have manage the art of immune-ity.. hahas.. aniwae, thanks for letting me blast at you..

anonymous: firstly, it does bothers her.. cos she wrote an entry jus for me in her blog too.. secondly, i know you're a good person.. and you're a christian.. i know sinning is wrong.. but i really cant helped it but to blast off.. my patience jus reached a limit yesterday.. aniwae. thanks for reminding me.. she is not worth even for me to sin..

to my mum: thanks! you advice helped me so much!

(i am not gg to say anything more abt self righteous further. i am not gg to deal with her.. cos God is really unhappy with me.. i shall jus let God do it.. )

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| Tuesday, April 26, 2005 |
self righteous || 4:24 PM

i need to blog this

how could this world actually have such unreasonable ppl like someone.. lets name that sumone self righteous.

if u ask a favour frm someone. you woud be polite and nice right?? isnt it common sense..

so this self righteous called me.. ask a favour frm me.. since looking at her poor state.. i agreed to help her.. so.. i waited for her at tamp station with my HEAVY school bag and the weather is a KILLER..

so after sacrificing 15 minutes of my life jus to wait for her.. i called her and asked.. where are you.. and u know what.. that self righteous is STILL AT HOME.. and i told her clearly on the phone b4 tat to cum out quick and she said that she was in a hurry too..

so i was really furious so i told that self righteous that i am not gg to wait for her.. she is not even thankful that i am waiting for her.. so she said on the phone with her OH-SO-SELF-RIGHTEOUS VOICE SAYING

" jus wait for me la(in a kind of irritated tone)" and so on and so forth.

shouldnt i be the one being irritated?? ppl.. u tell me..

and i went hm.. and that person.. ok.. if i continue on the story.. u guys r gg to know hu.. and sum critics out there will begin to say is my fault again..

and the story got worst.. very much worst..

but i still lend self righteous the thing that self righteous need.. and u know what.. she complained abt the thing that i lend her..

can u ever believe it!!!!!!!!!!!

if i am given 5 minutes to sin in my life.. i would spend it on boxing and klling her.. digging her brain her out and wash it thousands time..

u know who you are self righteous..

I DUN LIKE YOU

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| Friday, April 22, 2005 |
not my day || 3:30 PM

THE WEATHER IS KILLING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

todae had the stations for napfa.. and i am so disappointed in myself.. i cant believe that i performed so poor todae.. my standing board junp is only 152.. can u believe it!??!?! the first time i tried was actually 170.. and i gave my best.. but i stepped on the line.. so i try again.. but subsequently.. my performance dropped.. and i got 15 plus.. so disappointed.. goodness.. shuttle run is another thing.. my didnt bend correctly when i wanna grab that thing.. so i STOP and grab it when slows down my timing so much.. i gave up after that.. dun even feel like trying again.. jus not my day..

i am gg to try not to use the com anymore.. u know.. exams are cuming.. really need to work hard.. i must overcome temptation.. ppl.. if u ever see me online.. pls ask me y am i online.. if my reasons are not related to studies or it isnt my free time.. pls ask my to get out of msn and off the com.. yes.. i give u the permission to ask me to get out.. thanks so much

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| Thursday, April 21, 2005 |
thank you Lord || 4:03 PM

hohoho.. got a new skin.. finally.. i am so satisfied with this.. aint this really retro??!! *twirling ard and ard*

how i wish i've got a scanner.. then i will show u guys how my monitor, yinzhou, look when he take neos with my classmates.. hahas.. u look totally retarded as if that was his first time taking neos.. hahas.. maybe it was this first time..

exams are cuming real soon.. abt 1 week plus more?? i better start getting my engine cracking.. i am gg to do well.. i will stay ai zhai too.. no more tears shall be shed for studies.. God is in control.. i love this phrase so much these days.. God is in control.. and true.. he is in control..

had my NAPFA todae.. ran 2.4km.. and to my surprised, my timing was 14.31s.. it is really God's grace and strength.. when i was running.. i kept meditating a bible verse in my mind.." i run towards the upward calling of God" sumthing like that.. i kept telling God.. i run for you my Lord.. and in my heart.. i kind of worship God.. that " you are my shield, my strength, my portion, deliverer.. my shelter, strong tower, my very present help in time of need" song.. i can really feel God running with me.. he gave me strength to run fast when i am already breathing fast.. it was his grace that brought me thru.. and i believe.. he will do the same for me when i do my stations..

*\\she says: thank my dear Lord Jesus//*

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| Wednesday, April 20, 2005 |
goodness!!!!! || 3:49 PM

my blog is not up yet..

my house stinks terribly now
all thanks to my dear maid

ohh how i wish i've got a block nose now

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| Saturday, April 16, 2005 |
stupid questions with smart answers || 11:32 PM

STUPID QUESTIONS WITH THE SMART ANSWERS:

BOY : May I hold your hand?
GIRL : No thanks, it isn't heavy.

GIRL : Say you love me! Say you love me!
BOY : You love me...

GIRL : If we become engaged will you give me a ring??
BOY : Sure, what's your phone number??

GIRL : I think the poorest people are the happiest.
BOY : Then marry me and we'll be the happiest couple

GIRL : Darling, I want to dance like this forever.
BOY : Don't you ever want to improve??

BOY : I love you and I could die for you!
GIRL : How soon??

BOY : I would go to the end of the world for you!
GIRL : Yes, but would you stay there??

SHARON : Have you ever had a hot passionate, burning kiss??
TRACY : I did once. He'd forgotten to take the cigarette out of his mouth.

MAN : You remind me of the sea.
WOMAN : Because I'm wild, romantic and exciting?
MAN : NO, because you make me sick.

WIFE : You tell a man something, it goes in one ear and comes out of the other.
HUSBAND : You tell a woman something: It goes in both ears and comes out of the mouth.

MARY : John says I'm pretty. Andy says I'm ugly.What do u think, Peter? PETER : A bit of both. I think you're pretty ugly.

Girlfriend : "...And are you sure you love me and no one else ?" Boyfriend : "Dead Sure! I checked the whole list again yesterday". 2)

Teacher : "Which is more important to us, the sun or the moon?"
Pupil : "The moon".
Teacher : "Why?"
Pupil : "The moon gives us light at night when we need it but the sun gives us light only in the day time when we don't need it".

Teacher : "What do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?"
Pupil : "A teacher".

Waiter : "Would you like your coffee black?"
Customer : "What other colors do you have?"

My father is so old that when he was in school, history was called current affairs.

Teacher : "Sam, you talk a lot !"
Sam : "It's a family tradition".
Teacher : "What do you mean?"
Sam : "Sir, my grandpa was a street hawker, my father is a teacher". Teacher : "What about your mother?"
Sam : "She's a woman".

Tom : "How should I convey the news to my father that I've failed?" David: "You just send a telegram: Result declared, past year's performance repeated".

Teacher : "Now, children, if I saw a man beating a donkey and stopped him, what virtue would I be showing?"
Student : "Brotherly love".

Teacher : "Now, Sam, tell me frankly do you say prayers before eating?" Sam : "No sir, I don't have to, my mom is a good cook".

Patient : "What are the chances of my recovering doctor?"
Doctor : "One hundred percent. Medical records show that nine out of ten people die of the disease you have. Yours is the tenth case I've treated. The others all died".

Teacher : " Can anybody give an example of COINCIDENCE?"
One Student : "Sir, my Mother and Father got married on the same day and at the same time."

Teacher : " George Washington not only chopped down his father's Cherry tree, but also admitted doing it. Now do you know why his father didn't punish him ?"
One Student: " Because George still had the axe in is hand."

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the painter || 8:22 PM

The painter
If I were a painter
Mixing my colors
How could I ever find the blue of your eyes
The canvas could never
Capture the light of your smile, of your smile

And girl if I were a sculptor
Working in marble I couldn't hope to copy your perfect face
The curve of your body
The feel of your skin
My hands could never
Ever trace

So I try to find the melody as beautiful as you
Find the words to say your eyes are bluer than blue
Fill my voice with the emotion I'm feeling for you
And now when the beat is so strong
I'd give my heart and my soul

If I were an actorI could be someone
Someone who'd always know the right things to say
But as soon as i'd see you
I'd forget all my lines
And you'd never know what I feel inside

So I try to find the melody as beautiful as you
Find the words to say your eyes are bluer than blue
Fill my voice with the emotion I'm feeling for you
And now when the beat is so strong
I'd give my heart and my soul

There's no other way
That I know to say
Baby how much I love you
And if only you'd give me a chance

I will try to find the melody as beautiful as you
Find the words to say your eyes are bluer than blue
Fill my voice with the emotion I'm feeling for you
And now when the beat is so strong I'd give my heart and my soul

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|| 5:21 PM

shall blog todae..i am really bored and lost now.. suppse to turn up for support in church later.. but i am not gg.. feeling kind of nausea now..

slept for like 3 hours jus like.. that 3 hours suppose to be studying time.. but i guess i am seriously too tired.. i was like yawning away during tuition jus now.. haven been sleeping well and early this week.. nearly fell sick.. but not yet..

having an Amaths test next week.. but my Amaths is really bad. cos Amaths to me is hard.. although everyone says Emaths is harder.. i dun how to start practicing for it.. its like.. i dun even know how to do the simplest sum in one of the chapters i am tested on.. i am so dead..

exams are cuming in 3 weeks time. n everyone doesnt seem to care much.. but i wanna start doin sumthing for exams but i still dun have the mood of exams yet.. i seriously dun know what am i doin.. i need to score well for my two maths!! i need to show my mum that i am not wasting her money for tuition.. she expects to see results too..

next week there will be the live recording for the album.. doesnt feel like turning up now.. but i know i cant..

jus change my blogskin.. i know this is kind of childish.. but i like the cartoon of it.. it is so sweet.. dun u tink so??

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| Friday, April 15, 2005 |
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dawn. tagboard pls..

aniwae.. u've got to teach me how to do it.. if not.. no one can tag.. hahas.. thanks

sum photos that me n joanne took on sat when we went for ballet under th stars.. the picnic was rather boring.. so we began to do foolish stuffs like disgracing ourselves in public by taking such photos where everyone look at us..

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dun i look cute wif chacos??

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dun i look cute??

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i am dying!!! *screams joanne*

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ghostly

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i know that we're sweet

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my yummy oreo. [ this is retarded]

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| Wednesday, April 06, 2005 |
mah life || 4:35 PM

since i got no mood to do any studying now and theres nothing on the internet.. shall do sum blogging..

exams are cuming in abt one month's time.. i really and got the desire to do well this time.. i wanna get into a JC.. i am working real hard on my maths which i dun know y is it forever not doin well.. but at least i passed it.. i am suppose to cum up wif a study plan.. but i jus cant.. theres so much maths stuffs for me to catch up and i am having loads if tests next week.. so guys.. pls pray for me.. need double of God's strength..

talking abt Jc.. i must start gg to netball training be any JCs wouldnt wanna accept me becos of my CCA points.. but i can expect my CCA points to be super little.. as i cant go for any netball match becos i joined netball one year later then all my frens.. so i can only get the basic points.. i feel so depressed over the thought of it.. but i jus gonna leave it into God's hands.. no matter where i end up in after one year plus in my school now, i just wanna be where God wanna me to be.. if not.. i may get lost and nv seen in heaven next time..

and cum to think of it.. for the past 4 months.. i learn alot of life lessons and i think i grew up a little in my mind now.. things are no longer as sweet as what i thought of it last year.. is that a good news or a bad one?? i dun know.. hopefully is a good one..

my bro is gonna leave for australia soon for his airforce thingy.. i am happy and sad at the same time.. sad.. cos no one will be joking wif my any more.. telling my all the lamest joke in the world.. happy.. he could get sum really nice roxy stuffs for me which are not available in singapore..

gg to watch ballet under the stars wif joanne on sat.. her dad is treating me.. so nice of him.. hahas.. yar.. i dun know y am i turning up.. cos i am not really into ballet although i love to see ppl hu dances ballet.. i dun know what the show is gg to be abt.. if u guys have any idea.. drop me a tag and tell me if not i think i will jus sleep through the whole thingy as what joanne is expecting.. still.. jus go there and have a nice little picnic.. hahas.. there are actually different types if ballet under the stars story.. this time round i dun know is abt what.. but i know the next one, which is in june.. is gg to be little mermaid which i am interested in.. its my childhood u know.. hahas.. maybe i shall ask joanne to go again.. wanna get back my childhood memories..

my grandma's bdae is cuming and is gg to be at a hotel instead of restaurant like last year.. the dress code is formal as she is celebrating for 90th years on earth.. so u know.. is grand.. i dun knwo what shld i wear.. seriously.. my mum expect a dress which i dun really wan to except the dress is really cool type.. but u know.. my mum.. she would expect a girlie type which i dun wan and i am gg to get a dress or sumthing formal wif her.. so.. how.. i wanna jus wear a formal nice cool top and a black skirt with a nice belt??

this blog is long huh.. haven been writing abt my life.. so thats abt it.. take care

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| Monday, April 04, 2005 |
i am amazed || 6:57 PM

okay.. life hasnt been really fun and exciting.. but had God has showed me so much jus yesterday.. i was doin my quiet time and was jus thinking abt the sermon that my pst had preached.. [the presence of God].. he said we must carry the presence of God wherever we go. and ppl will be able to sense it if we carry it.. it is like the whole atmosphere changes when we enter the room.. and God jus like pop "open" my mind and he showed me why ppl will sense it.. it is becos we have abundance of it in our own lives first! i am so excited over this revelation.. it is jus so true.. if we dun have abundance of the presence of God frirst in our lives.. how could u ever expect ppl sense the presence thru us. there is no overflow of it in our lives, so how can it flow to others right.. i am so blessed.. and God is so good.. as i worshipped him.. he showed me so much of his love! i jus cried in his presence.. i am jus so touched..

God is real.. do not doubt him.. i am gg to live my life like how he wans me to be.. a life that pleases him..

*// i dun care what ppl will say, i'm running after you//*

*// even if heaven is not promised to me. it would be worth jus walking with you//*

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funny || 3:00 PM

1. If you're choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a kettle of boling water down your throat. The ice-cube will melt instantly; removing the blockage.

2. If you're all thumbs and constantly cut yourelf instead of the vegetables you're preparing for dinner, get somone else to hold the vegetables while you slice away!

3. Avoid confrontation with the wife/girlfriend/mother-in-law about leacing the toilet seat up. Use the sink.

4. If You have high blood pressure, make an incision in your left(or right, it dosn't matter) wrist and bleed yourself for a couple of hours. The pressure will be suitbly be relieved.

5. Placing a mouse trap on top of your alrm clock will prevent you from rolling over and going back tosleep after you hit the snooze button.

6. To get rid of your bad cough,take a large dose of laxatives. You'll now be too afraid to cough.

7. To not mess up your toilet when it gets clogged, use the soccer field the neighbourhood kids play in.

8. To stop kids from trampling over your clean, freshly mopped floor, sprinkle tumdtacks liberally.

9. To prevent colleagues from drinking from your coffee/coke/beer, stick razor blades around the lid of the container.

10. If you get a heart attack, lie on the floor, stop breathing and turn blue.

got this frm a mag.. hahas.. if u says u read this too.. i will know which mag u read frm.. hahas..

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i am amazed || 3:57 AM

okay.. life hasnt been really fun and exciting.. but had God has showed me so much jus yesterday.. i was doin my quiet time and was jus thinking abt the sermon that my pst had preached.. [the presence of God].. he said we must carry the presence of God wherever we go. and ppl will be able to sense it if we carry it.. it is like the whole atmosphere changes when we enter the room.. and God jus like pop "open" my mind and he showed me why ppl will sense it.. it is becos we have abundance of it in our own lives first! i am so excited over this revelation.. it is jus so true.. if we dun have abundance of the presence of God frirst in our lives.. how could u ever expect ppl sense the presence thru us. there is no overflow of it in our lives, so how can it flow to others right.. i am so blessed.. and God is so good.. as i worshipped him.. he showed me so much of his love! i jus cried in his presence.. i am jus so touched.. God is real.. do not doubt him.. i am gg to live my life like how he wans me to be.. a life that pleases him..*// i dun care what ppl will say, i'm running after you//**// even if heaven is not promised to me. it would be worth jus walking with you//*

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| Friday, April 01, 2005 |
new skin || 6:42 PM

i love this blog skin.. i know its kind of messy and things really out of place.. but hu cares la.. it is the messiness that attracted me to this.. dawn i need u to help me get my tag board.. thanks

REMINDER: THIS IS NOT MY TAG BOARD

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