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Saturday, October 22, 2005
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|| 9:35 PM
now i believe with all of my heart that chocolates does help people to feel happy as they help the human body to produce some hormones.
i was so so angry with my mum jus a moment ago. she lied to me AGAIN. yes. again. i hate it when she does that. i always tell myself time again and again that i wouldnt want to trust her any words any more, but somehow, i still give some hope to it, hoping she would change this time. but again and ahain, i am jus proven wrong everytime. isnt she tired of doin it?? cos i am tired of listening all her excuses. she jus seems that she have the right to do it cos she is the mum and she is the one providing me my allowance and stuff. and the worst thing is, she doesnt give space for discussion. this is the problem with most parents nowadays. what ever i say is correct cos i am the one giving you the money attitude. parents fail to understand, fail to know why are their children reacting in this way.
isnt that the reason why children run away from home?? becos parents are unreasonable. their parents will then cry and try to look for them. and promise a thousand and one thing jus for them to come back. yes. at first their children come home, they will pamper them but as time goes on, everything will be back to the same. cos the root of the problem is not solve. the seed of understanding is not planted.
parents always think that children dun understand. while children thinks that parents doesnt understand. but the matter of fact is, actually both sides are able to understand provided each side is willing to share and not judge each other actions easily. if children doesnt understand, then why does ur child have frens?? friendship is establish becos of understanding. that goes the same for parents.
i have seen enough of the cycle of problems between my mum and i. i am getting tired of it. i wonder why did she even give birth to me in the first place if she doesnt want to pamper and love me. i rather she abort me and i will be in heaven with Jesus now. there will not be a need of pain between the both of us.
can i jus stop breathing?
|| 9:35 PM
now i believe with all of my heart that chocolates does help people to feel happy as they help the human body to produce some hormones.
i was so so angry with my mum jus a moment ago. she lied to me AGAIN. yes. again. i hate it when she does that. i always tell myself time again and again that i wouldnt want to trust her any words any more, but somehow, i still give some hope to it, hoping she would change this time. but again and ahain, i am jus proven wrong everytime. isnt she tired of doin it?? cos i am tired of listening all her excuses. she jus seems that she have the right to do it cos she is the mum and she is the one providing me my allowance and stuff. and the worst thing is, she doesnt give space for discussion. this is the problem with most parents nowadays. what ever i say is correct cos i am the one giving you the money attitude. parents fail to understand, fail to know why are their children reacting in this way.
isnt that the reason why children run away from home?? becos parents are unreasonable. their parents will then cry and try to look for them. and promise a thousand and one thing jus for them to come back. yes. at first their children come home, they will pamper them but as time goes on, everything will be back to the same. cos the root of the problem is not solve. the seed of understanding is not planted.
parents always think that children dun understand. while children thinks that parents doesnt understand. but the matter of fact is, actually both sides are able to understand provided each side is willing to share and not judge each other actions easily. if children doesnt understand, then why does ur child have frens?? friendship is establish becos of understanding. that goes the same for parents.
i have seen enough of the cycle of problems between my mum and i. i am getting tired of it. i wonder why did she even give birth to me in the first place if she doesnt want to pamper and love me. i rather she abort me and i will be in heaven with Jesus now. there will not be a need of pain between the both of us.
can i jus stop breathing?
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