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Monday, August 08, 2005
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i must be mad. i am refusing to go to malaysia with my dad today. i just dun have the mood. maybe i'll do it on wed? if not, sat. i need new jeans, bags and tops. i wanna buy jackets too. FOP was tiring man. reached home near 1 everyday. but the presence of God was like.. awesome.however, although many youths turn up and dance and scream their way thru the songs, but i cant help but to think are they jumping, screaming jus becos it is hillsongs and delirious. and i am proven right. u can see that during the sharing of the word, many youths was like taking out their phones and msging. they dun even bring their bible there. or shld i say, do they even have a bible at home. my pastor once said, u only love God as much as you love his word. which is so true. if u have a boy or girl fren, do u say i love you but i hate the words that comes out from ur mouth? i am sure not right. u would wan the guy to talk to you right. isnt it the same here? i saw a few gm people, i am ushering for that few days so i happen to notice them when delirious said, who really want to live for God. they raised up their hands. but when i compare their actions in school and their lifting up their hands at that time, i feel like asking them, do u know what u r saying when u lift up ur hands now? do u really know? i doubt they know. if they did, then why are F words coming out frm ur mouth when u r out of church? and the gist of the FOP is not hillsongs, is not delirious, it is the presence of God that really matters. but as u read ppl's blog now and their comments on FOP is the same. hillsongs and delirious is good. great awesome. i haven even come across one that says, the presence of God is..................... this only shows one thing, they go becos of hillsongs and delirious and they totally miss out something that is far more greater that hillsongs and delirious. the power of God. being sold out for God means ur everything. r u willing to do it? it means being laugh at and despise by the world. u r willing to do ur most basic quiet time? r u willing to give up BGR and give urself totally to do God's work like reaching out? ur time ur money. r u willing?
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