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| Wednesday, April 06, 2005 |
mah life || 4:35 PM

since i got no mood to do any studying now and theres nothing on the internet.. shall do sum blogging..

exams are cuming in abt one month's time.. i really and got the desire to do well this time.. i wanna get into a JC.. i am working real hard on my maths which i dun know y is it forever not doin well.. but at least i passed it.. i am suppose to cum up wif a study plan.. but i jus cant.. theres so much maths stuffs for me to catch up and i am having loads if tests next week.. so guys.. pls pray for me.. need double of God's strength..

talking abt Jc.. i must start gg to netball training be any JCs wouldnt wanna accept me becos of my CCA points.. but i can expect my CCA points to be super little.. as i cant go for any netball match becos i joined netball one year later then all my frens.. so i can only get the basic points.. i feel so depressed over the thought of it.. but i jus gonna leave it into God's hands.. no matter where i end up in after one year plus in my school now, i just wanna be where God wanna me to be.. if not.. i may get lost and nv seen in heaven next time..

and cum to think of it.. for the past 4 months.. i learn alot of life lessons and i think i grew up a little in my mind now.. things are no longer as sweet as what i thought of it last year.. is that a good news or a bad one?? i dun know.. hopefully is a good one..

my bro is gonna leave for australia soon for his airforce thingy.. i am happy and sad at the same time.. sad.. cos no one will be joking wif my any more.. telling my all the lamest joke in the world.. happy.. he could get sum really nice roxy stuffs for me which are not available in singapore..

gg to watch ballet under the stars wif joanne on sat.. her dad is treating me.. so nice of him.. hahas.. yar.. i dun know y am i turning up.. cos i am not really into ballet although i love to see ppl hu dances ballet.. i dun know what the show is gg to be abt.. if u guys have any idea.. drop me a tag and tell me if not i think i will jus sleep through the whole thingy as what joanne is expecting.. still.. jus go there and have a nice little picnic.. hahas.. there are actually different types if ballet under the stars story.. this time round i dun know is abt what.. but i know the next one, which is in june.. is gg to be little mermaid which i am interested in.. its my childhood u know.. hahas.. maybe i shall ask joanne to go again.. wanna get back my childhood memories..

my grandma's bdae is cuming and is gg to be at a hotel instead of restaurant like last year.. the dress code is formal as she is celebrating for 90th years on earth.. so u know.. is grand.. i dun knwo what shld i wear.. seriously.. my mum expect a dress which i dun really wan to except the dress is really cool type.. but u know.. my mum.. she would expect a girlie type which i dun wan and i am gg to get a dress or sumthing formal wif her.. so.. how.. i wanna jus wear a formal nice cool top and a black skirt with a nice belt??

this blog is long huh.. haven been writing abt my life.. so thats abt it.. take care

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