.diva.

| Sunday, March 13, 2005 |
a fren or a judge? || 9:23 PM

last few days have been really tiring fer me.. ushered fer 3 services fer the benny hinn's confrence.. but the confrence was really good.. saw really the power of God working thru the place.. manu got healed.. i really love sumthing that benny hinn had said abt the presence of God.. it is abt this person in the bible.. hu sought forgiveness but found none.. n this other man hu sought God and found forgiveness.. so many times in my life.. i always wan ppl or God to forgive me.. n kept running after it and often my life is driven by trying not to displease God in case his grace stops.. but now.. i am really so convicted.. i should run after the forgiver instead of forgiveness.. i shouldnt be running after a thing..

and i dun know what happens to me these few days.. i can feel that i've change in character.. i dun know y.. if u ppl tink that i becum really bad or over step ur in ur life.. i apologise fer it.. i cant seem to control myself.. and pls.. dun be a critic here okay.. dun tink that these r excuses or anithing.. cos it is not..

and ppl.. those that know me personally.. i need a friend.. not a judge.. a friend that understands me.. not a judge that always jus points out my wrongs.. of course.. a fren will also tell me where i am wrong.. but more then telling me.. they will teach me how to change.. i dun need a judge to give me my verdict.. pls tink how urself have talk to me and know u will know whether r u a judge or a fren in my life..

and jus wanna thank RAMBUTAN fer ur encourgement last week where all my tests are.. thanks so much!

and DAWN KOH.. if u r reading this.. MY TAGBOARD!! thanks

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